Alright!! Here i am again in that phase, fettering between ill thought of love and lust. Thinking to what the hell happened to my life. It was as if I was cast away to another world, and now when i am back, everything that was once 'usual' stuff seems to unusual. Settling down back to my supposed yet sullen life isn't the ideal definition of a good life.
When people ask you to head out and experience life, i don't think they necessarily mean that you should screw it over and become this 'cry-out loud' tag along burden of a friend/relative. They just mean you should risk into venturing out into newer yet fruitful avenues. I guess that part was probably implied, or rather hazed out of my mind, for my prudent thoughts which usually stop me from taking up anything crazy didn't really respond to this stupendous stimuli of seed of love.
Well, I will just give you a brief insight into my 'love life' which has me behave like a cranky kid whose only solace in life is to watch 'friends' and wait for a day when you have a life like them. Honestly, thats highly improbable, but still one can resort to flattering oneself in such dire situations in life. So basically there was this beautiful creature who came into my life like a jasmine whose radiant energy and fragrance filled me up with happiness. that surreal beauty so staggering that reality started seeming like a dream. This human communion is not something that maybe deemed as a fixated blip on the timeline of one's life. It can never be planned, for its beauty lies in its unpredictability. These creatures with their tender soft body embrace you and make you feel loved, make you love life more than ever. But, here's a catch, in the modern context, along with all the lovy-dovy mushy stuff comes a lot of texting, talking over the phone and listening to 'intriguing and engaging' topics you would usually pass off. But then, it all comes to you, so does the emotional baggage.
I don't want to sound like a sore lover, but all this is the sad truth of relationships. The right person can take you places, make you grow in life and reach places you could never imagine reaching. But, should you end up with the wrong kind, they make you dig your grave, give up on the very ideals of your life, the morals that you stood by at a point of time in your life, only to end up looking like a hypocrite in the society with a blatant disregard for friends and family.
Well, so liberate yourself of such shackles in life and try not to get ensnared into such vile stupendous bonds again. There maybe someone out there waiting for you. I'm not insinuating that like a tree in it's pristine form, you should also live your life stuck to same grounds in life. Do go out and live life, but don't lose your mind while you are at it.
When people ask you to head out and experience life, i don't think they necessarily mean that you should screw it over and become this 'cry-out loud' tag along burden of a friend/relative. They just mean you should risk into venturing out into newer yet fruitful avenues. I guess that part was probably implied, or rather hazed out of my mind, for my prudent thoughts which usually stop me from taking up anything crazy didn't really respond to this stupendous stimuli of seed of love.
Well, I will just give you a brief insight into my 'love life' which has me behave like a cranky kid whose only solace in life is to watch 'friends' and wait for a day when you have a life like them. Honestly, thats highly improbable, but still one can resort to flattering oneself in such dire situations in life. So basically there was this beautiful creature who came into my life like a jasmine whose radiant energy and fragrance filled me up with happiness. that surreal beauty so staggering that reality started seeming like a dream. This human communion is not something that maybe deemed as a fixated blip on the timeline of one's life. It can never be planned, for its beauty lies in its unpredictability. These creatures with their tender soft body embrace you and make you feel loved, make you love life more than ever. But, here's a catch, in the modern context, along with all the lovy-dovy mushy stuff comes a lot of texting, talking over the phone and listening to 'intriguing and engaging' topics you would usually pass off. But then, it all comes to you, so does the emotional baggage.
I don't want to sound like a sore lover, but all this is the sad truth of relationships. The right person can take you places, make you grow in life and reach places you could never imagine reaching. But, should you end up with the wrong kind, they make you dig your grave, give up on the very ideals of your life, the morals that you stood by at a point of time in your life, only to end up looking like a hypocrite in the society with a blatant disregard for friends and family.
Well, so liberate yourself of such shackles in life and try not to get ensnared into such vile stupendous bonds again. There maybe someone out there waiting for you. I'm not insinuating that like a tree in it's pristine form, you should also live your life stuck to same grounds in life. Do go out and live life, but don't lose your mind while you are at it.
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